January 5, 2012

Contemplating the 5 year plan. New Year. New You.

Life: Where to go from here 

I've stopped presonal updates on this blog, but today I feel the need to vent. Sorry and Thank you :)

I need to decide what's important. Where do I see myself in 5 years and how am I going to get there? Will I become a problogger, cake decorator, or still be creating birthday outfits? Maybe, I'll become a party planner. IDK... but I do know I'll still be married to my meant to be and I will have kids 5 years older :)

I think I am at a crossroads in life. I do not see myself creating tutus for the next 30 years, but I can't give it up. I see cakes in my future, but I hate to bake. I love blogging, but my creative ideas are getting low.

Now, back to the question... What do I really want to do with my life? I am a Registered Dental Assistant (incase you didn't know) and I know I do not want to go back to that. I probably will not even reregister when it expires this time around. I like being my own boss, but I can not decide what business I want. It has to be creative. That's all I know.

I'm so envious for sisters who share the same creative outlet. My mother is very creative. She has carpal tunnel and can not use her hands to create due to the pain. She taught me so many creative things like Procelain Indian Dolls, Mums, Candy Bouquets, and so much more.  I have no sisters, nor do I have creative best friends. My best friends are wonderful, although they have no creative bones in their bodies and do not have any interest in being creative. We joke about it all the time :) And then there is the creative friends I do have, but I can't see myself sharing business responsibilities with them. Non of my friends are as passionate about creativity as I am or has the drive to actually do something productive with their creativity. They are stay at home moms being creative in their free time. It's frustrating and sometimes it gets hard to do it alone. Did I vent too much?

Thanks... I needed this!

What about you? Where are you in life? Do you have any insight for me? I've prayed for many months and still am indecisive. In the end, I know it's my decision. I, still, would love to hear what you think or how you overcame a crossroad in your life.

Whew.. that felt good :)

Kennedy Family Zoo Trip: 12.31.2011


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